Old Poem

It hurts my heart to kiss you
I hurts everytime we touch
you must enjoy the pain I feel
tears, hope, heartache, and such

I'm sorry to act so dramatic
I hope you're not upset
telling you that I like you
this part I do regret

I'll let you go if you don't care
I just can't see you as being cold
Why would you want to hurt me
my heart has been taken and sold

You've made me beleive
something was there
you pulled me into your arms
this pain is hard to bare

I try so hard to not be sad
I want you to try to understand
I feel so much I can't explain
I was up so high but now I can't land

Don't keep me lost at sea
show me what you feel
open up and let me in
My care for you is real

If you don't want to be hurt
the one to worry is me
I've made myself the victim
and that I want not to be

I'm sick of having hope
when hope should not exsist
but I'm putting you before myself
this I must insist

I will complain no longer
that girl a can not be
who sits around complaining
that girl will not be me

I'll bring this to an end
I just have one thing to say
My final words to this boy
I will remember everyday

I care for you and always will
I'll never forget those kisses
I hope you let me know your heart
I send you my best wishes